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Updated: Oct 14, 2023

I’ve skated along thus far pretty well, blissfully unaware of any near misses I may have had up to this point. My year has been as full as I could have asked for, being a new father and all, and I’ve still been able to see friends on some—albeit rare—occasions. Though I’m not sure if my decline in social life is because of covid or fatherhood…


But this week was one of those rare occasions I decided to break the general isolation. An old friend was playing his country music at a beer garden, and I decided to gather some friends and go. We were among the mostly-vaxed, and a couple fully-vaxed, and the singer himself was fully-vaxed, but with the Chinese vaccine. And herein lies why I’m sitting on my balcony writing this, with the bedroom door closed and my son occasionally tapping on the door wondering why I won’t play with his cars with him.



The day after the outdoor show, the singer tested positive for covid. In Tbilisi, all cases are of the hyper infectious Variant D—which I can’t help but to feel as part of an MCU plot. Normally this wouldn’t concern me much, but we had sat together and chatted for a bit and I have a kid.


The most annoying thing is I know I've been at greater risk, but it was never spelled out to me that I was exposed. And now it's probably a lower risk, and I have to decide to be responsible or be the opposite.


The kid-factor


It’s the kid-factor that changes everything. More kids are showing up in hospitals since D has shown up. And not enough studies have been made to show whether these kids are showing up simply because D is more infectious and the same rate of serious illnesses among children is occurring (thus leading more kids to the hospital) or because it’s that much more dangerous for kids. As a father, I’m not sure I like that calculation.


Playing with cahs.

The first two days I’ll be honest. I was betting I didn’t even catch the damn thing. We were outside, we were fairly distanced, and we didn’t chat for that long. But as the day draws closer to where, if I had caught it the viral load would be high enough to be infectious even before I showed symptoms, I began to get nervous. Hopefully that time hasn’t already passed, which is why I’m getting tested on this day. But if it has passed and that test shows positive—it means that I was already contagious and my kid could already have it and we’re just waiting around to see whether he gets it, and if he does, if he even gets a serious case.


The chances are obviously overwhelmingly on our side. My decision to ride the rest of the period out locked up in my room certainly helps us. It’s an astronomical chance anything bad could happen. Firstly, I’d have to have caught it. And since I’m half-Pfizer’d, that at least helps by 30%. We were outside. We were fairly distanced. I’ve been wearing a mask inside ever since. And now I’m in a room apart from the rest of the flat.


In some sense, I’m taking up a bit of the Georgian culture. There is a medieval village in the mountains, Shatili, where nearby was a “plague village”. In times of plague, the sick would go off to these small huts, seal themselves up, and die. It was a way of saving the rest of the village so that the disease wouldn’t spread. Now, our epidemiology has hopefully improved since then, but same sort of thing. Holing up for a weekend and waiting in a cabin full of bones to die. Yeah, same thing.


The Pandemic of the Unvaccinated and Children


This D variant is the spanner in the works. People are more and more vaccinated—and that’s great—but the vaccinations aren’t one hundred percent, and they’re even less now with D. Pfizer has been downgraded to the upper 80-percentiles, and all the other vaccines have been lowered in efficacy as well against it.


And those generous percentages come with a huge catch. Those are percentages where it’s likely you won’t end up in the hospital. How the vaccine helps defeat the infection early on—so that we don’t spread it—and if the infection holds up and a viral load… we don’t know yet.


That is to say, it’s still better to be vaccinated. You’re still less likely to catch it, and thus to spread it, than if you were unvaccinated. The leaks from the CDC have come with poor wording, where it says, “You are more likely to spread it if you are vaccinated”, leaving out the “more likely to spread D than other variants if you are vaccinated”. Not against the unvaccinated. I’ve read a lot of people who don’t seem to have understood that huge difference.


Priorities

But, that also means the vaccinated folks still need to take care. If you have children, it might still be a good idea to reduce the social life. And even if you are vaccinated, you should still mask up when in close proximity to others, because you could spread it to them and they could have children or be living with other at-risk members (like conspiracy theorists).


Timing is a bugger


And of course, this has to happen right when I’m about to get my second dose. There is apparently no danger in getting vaccinated while having covid. The problem is that if you don’t know if you have covid or not, and you get side effects from the vaccine, you won’t really know if they’re from the vaccine or from having covid until a couple of days have passed. And during that time, you could be infectious (if you actually have covid). That’s why they say to refrain from getting vaccinated if you’ve been exposed (and also you could infect people at the clinic).


Of course, for me, it will be on the 7/8th day. The average incubation period for D is at a much reduced 3.4ish days. That means if I test again on Monday, show I’m negative, then really I should be clear. Unless I’m the exception of the exception of the exception. And as I’ve never won a lottery in my life, I don’t expect to start now.


Granted, with my luck…


Updated: Mar 6, 2021



What has really stunted proper planning for a pandemic is the whole politicization of doing anything. Death rates are high enough for most people to have abandoned their belief in the covid being a hoax, but there still remains difficulties on what to do with it. People seem to have fallen into two extreme camps with little room for public negotiation: be overly cautious or throw all caution to the wind. Masks and lockdowns have both had proven efficacy against the spread, but lockdowns have also been proven to be lethal to economies and livelihoods. It shouldn’t be the case of arguing no lockdowns versus full lockdowns – which seems to be the crux of most arguments – the arguments should be focused around what aspects of lockdowns are most effective and for what periods of time. There should also be more discussion on what can be done by a society to avoid them.


The first mistake of the government, and here I’m specifically referring to the American CDC, was when they posted a certain set of advice, which wasn’t mistaken, but was misleading, and ended up spiraling out of control and stirring up all sorts of strange brews of misunderstanding (they have since updated their guide given newly available research). What was the advice? They said that masks don’t do much to protect you, and that only the N95 was of any real use. While this is true, it didn’t discuss the societal advantage of masks: They help prevent others from getting what you have, and thus reduce the likelihood of community spread. And in this use, non-medical N95s are actually detrimental – they protect the wearer, but don’t filter anything that the wearer breaths out. So if the wearer is infected, they can still infect everyone else around them. In must be understood that masks do different things for different purposes, and that the two main masks discussed, surgical/cloth masks and N95s, work at cross purposes.


Covid at a parade. Looks like New York? Maybe London.


Another error of the general public is the obsession only over death rates and considering nothing else. They say, “Well, the flu kills at almost the same rate.” Of course, in general there’s no way to know how many people have or have had covid or the flu, so we have no idea the reality of the rates. But we do know the absolute numbers and the rates in society at large. Covid hospitalizes people at a waaay higher rate, and secondly, the deaths and hospitalizations we see from covid are with lockdowns and other precautions. Without those precautions in place, it’s hard to imagine the full extent that it could have caused. The flu, in comparison, is now almost non-existent.


People look to Sweden as a case of managing the illness without lockdowns – people who usually hate the use of the Swedish medical system juxtaposed against the American system – and for one, they had a lot of deaths, and for two, they have an advanced medical system that is more capable of dealing with public crises. They also have a public who are willing to sacrifice and scale back a bit for the good of the community. Even so, it hasn't been looking good for them for a while and their economy was impacted already in such a way almost as if they had had lockdowns, and now they're instituting many of the same measures as other European countries, given their staggering failure as compared to their neighbors.


Sweden feeling ashamed for not attempting to stop covid deaths


Finally, there’s a huge preoccupation with death, when that’s not even the worst thing about covid. Yes, it can kill you, but it also knocks people out of the picture for large periods of time, in a great deal of pain, and for the majority of people who are hospitalized (and many even with mild symptoms), seems to cause long term damage.


Deaths are also not necessarily the number we should be looking at. Hospital beds might be a much better metric to be cautious of. Hospital beds determine not only how well we can treat people with advanced cases and save their lives, but also how well we can handle all the other illnesses and emergencies that are still happening. One of the early errors of communication was around this too. As hospitals were preparing covid wards early, trying to beat the game, postponing other surgeries and such, people were running around taking pictures of empty hospitals, spreading them on TikTok and YouTube, and building up conspiracy stories ala QAnon. But the reality here is that the brunt of the pandemic hadn’t hit yet and the hospitals were simply preparing. There are still empty hospital spaces – places not for covid patients, and that are empty because doctors have been reassigned or the hospitals are running on minimum shifts to minimize the risk of covid spread.


Here's a video of me making fun of early conspiracy theories. I decided to stop making those videos because too many people were taking me seriously. I suppose Colbert had that problem too in his early days. The difference is, he stuck with it and is madly successful and I threw in the towel after 3 episodes and am eagerly waiting my 600 dollar stimulus check...




Lockdowns in Georgia


Here in the country of Georgia, we’ve had to go through two lockdowns thus far. The first was probably the hardest and most immediate. The country shut down the borders and snapped all sorts of precautions in place, some sensible, others maybe not so much – but as it was an all new situation, this can be excused. But they were effective and did what they were meant to do: They bought some time for Georgia to delay becoming smacked upside the country’s immune system with a disease that packs hospitals like nobody’s business. And with an already crippled medical system and an aging population that is not in peak shape, this was clearly a dangerous disease and time was of the essence.


People were mostly understanding about the initial lockdown. They were skeptical at first, and there was a row with the Church during Easter, but all in all it was handled quite well. Infection rates were some of the lowest in the world. People accepted (for a while) social distancing and mask wearing, and relinquished going to parties.


The beginning was handled so well that when lockdowns were lifted and there was still no real pandemic in sight, Georgia made like George W. Bush on an aircraft carrier: They declared a pre-emptive victory with their pre-emptive strike. Rather than the lockdown, it was this attitude of the government that I believe was the most damaging. The government kept saying they’d reopen the borders (and the economy) next month, then next month, then next month. The same optimism also was felt among the people locally, and we had a summer of domestic tourism and partying.


Georgian Prime Minister declaring victory over coronavirus. Medical advisors left and right.


This was in my opinion somewhat okay. It gave a lifeline to the economy, kept people in good spirits, and it was a minimum risk as long as such parties were outside. But then there were also fairly open borders to certain European countries that were not managing their risks well, and no doubt vacationers from those places, together with truck drivers from Turkey and Russia, importing cases. Combined with the lax attitude of the populace, it was bound to spread into the nightmare scenario of November.


The problem with the government attitude was singular: People trusted in the government optimism. They took out loans, they expanded their businesses, they partied, they spent a lot of money in preparation for what they expected to be a surge in tourists (and income). But covid, as most experts expected, never went away, and was only to get worse. The borders never opened, and people who weren’t in debt before, were now strangling in arrears. The banks were most generous before with delaying mortgages and loan repayments during the first lockdown and are now attempting similar measures but on a smaller scale. The government, to its credit, has set up yet another wave of relief measures targeted at a lot of these problem areas, specifically the tourism and hospitality sectors.




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The government stalled on a new wave of lockdowns. They swore up and down before the elections they wouldn’t have new lockdowns. But after the elections, and after the hospital beds were filling up, they came full force into a situation they couldn’t control. People had pandemic-fatigue now. And with previously low risks, they consciously couldn’t balance taking precautions with the new surge in numbers. People that I observed were sticking their noses out of their masks, running up and down metro cars without masks, lines had deteriorated to their pre-covid melees, and so on.



Do lockdowns work


Here’s the thing, lockdowns do work. It’s ultimately about restricting contact between people. Obviously they work. "But what about the XXX amount of people that died during the lockdown?" What about the XXX amount more who would have died without it? It's unfortunately a variable we don't know, as such an experiment is far too costly to conduct by regular means. Lockdown measures also mean temporarily damaging the economy (arguably long term, definitely short term), especially if the banks don’t play along. The lockdown shouldn’t be seen lightly (and I don’t think it really is), but as a last ditch effort to preserve the medical system and make sure there are available beds. Until then, all other options should be exhausted by society and people.


But just take the stats in Georgia. The lockdown – as flawed as it might be, has clearly made a massive impact. With increased and somewhat consistent testing, you can see the real results yourself:

Lockdowns began in November, source: Worldometers


People need to be aware there’s a pandemic and understand those implications. That means wearing masks and being responsible about distancing on your own. But people – Americans and those everywhere – absolutely can’t do that. We’ve got stuff to protest, beers to drink, conspiracies to believe, and spitting in people’s faces to do.


Man proving masks work with fire, because why not.


I would prefer no lockdowns and no government interference. But that’s in a perfect world where people are responsible for each others health. Where people are not, then the government has to intervene, there’s no way around it. So we have to ask, in what ways should they intervene, and what ways are unnecessary? How do we save the most lives, speaking both of health and economically?


Some thoughts on what's effective/ineffective (all my opinion, of course):


1. Curfews are somewhat detrimental. During a pandemic, my logic says that you want to spread people out, and that means both in the sense of not only place, but of time. Push grocery stores to be 24 hours or to expand their availability, so that less people are packed in one place at one time. When curfews are implemented, people often wait until the last moment to do something. And when everyone does that…


2. As much of a barfly as I am/used to be, and also as a live musician, I hate to admit that closing bars and restaurants seems to be a good idea, especially in colder months. In a bar, people are standing, packed, mixing together in different groups. Restaurants less so, so they can be delayed a bit. During warmer months, this is a bit more arguable.


3. Closing schools makes sense. But do they have to be on distance learning the entire semester, or can they be snapped shut and shifted to distance learning when a case is discovered and opened again after two weeks?


4. They had a three person to a car scheme for a while. Which meant households were impossible to move and go to the park or wherever. Seems silly. They ended it, probably because the people in power have households larger than two people (I'm including their driver, because they're rich).


5. Only half the city has ready access to decent parks, which in a city that’s mostly urban apartments, is devastating to mental health. Especially when the metro shuts down.


6. One economic domino chain is like this: A bar or restaurant is forced to close/hit with far less clientele. They can't pay rent. The landlord is sympathetic, but owes a mortgage on the property. If banks here could carryover those debts of landlords and bars/restaurants, this would be a huge boon to the post-covid recovery. The same here goes for house rentals.


7. I think the thing that worked the most in this lockdown was shutting down the metro. This is where the most people were at any single period of time, with a large exchange of people on top of that. It’s beyond any doubt that shutting it down was what triggered the greatest benefit. Which sucks, because I’m huge into public transit, but it is what it is. But how to transport workers, customers, and so on without a transit system?


Girl waiting long time for metro to start running again

In all parts of the plan, flexibility, timeliness, and focus should be three main parts. What is necessary and what works for one neighborhood or city might not be the same for another. Adaptation on different scenarios is required.



Weird effects of the lockdowns


When I worked with the US Department of Labor, I noticed something peculiar. Regulations had a way of creating jobs. First there were obviously the jobs of the regulators themselves, but then there were the private counterparts. The lawyers, HR staff, and consultants who were all needed to make sure the companies were in compliance. Of course, regulations do bring up new hardships for companies, but in general, if an economy is allowed to be flexible enough, people and businesses adapt. Or they fail.


The lockdowns aren’t kill-alls. They change the economic reality, and enterprising people change with it. Malls have been shut down a few times now, and people have in general switched to more online shopping. Big businesses like H&M inexplicably don’t have functional online shopping in Georgia and often rely on Facebook (fine for small businesses, but for multinational corporations? C'mon!). Internet webpages are pretty rarely utilized and when they are, often horrifically so. But for some reason, Georgians love utilizing Facebook for shopping. You find the post, message the seller, and then transfer the money via banking app. Small stores have sprung up left and right, from just a girl doing crafts, to a guy making wine bottles, and so on. I haven’t seen a study on this, but I wouldn’t be surprised that if in Georgia at least, small businesses of the type that have been willing to work by delivery, might have grown and been more successful in 2020 than big businesses and than previously.

There's nothing else to do, so why not?:

Another sector of the economy that has boomed are the delivery and taxi sectors. The post office is somewhat underdeveloped and underused, so courier and delivery services have really skyrocketed, propelling Tbilisi into an almost fully modern society, where you can order from groceries, restaurants, plumbers, electricians and so on via apps (and Facebook, obviously).


Covid is serious guys. Don't buy into the 5G freemasonry lizard people-eating pedophile Covid-is-a-hoax arguments out there. I've known more than enough people to have died before their time. So please, stay safe, and respect your neighbors. Don't be the Samaritans Jesus expected, be the Samaritans He was surprised by.



The New Year has come, for many marking the end to the difficult year that was 2020 and a gateway into some magical temporal realm of 2021. A world where Trump peacefully steps aside taking his cave troll minions with him, Covid quietly goes away, the economy springs back up after being pushed under by lockdowns, and the clock rewinds to better times. Only those better times – a somewhat bubbly recovery from the Great Recession and a slew of social issues that were swept under the rug – were only a prologue to the grand shitstorm that has been the last four years, so I’m not so sure a Great Rewind is what we need.


But whatever. Ain’t my business. I live as an outsider. A place where I can rest back on my outsiderness and slide away from any responsibility that society would like to shoulder on me. Georgians don’t like it when foreigners complain, and fine. No complaints = no responsibility. I can live a quiet life, relatively free from the familial, economic, and ethnic struggles that other locals have to deal with on a daily basis.


THE BAD STUFF


Covid didn’t affect me personally, thank goodness. I know several people here and abroad who lost parents, and also suffered the long form themselves (and still suffer from it). Sounds nasty. I know a lot of people who just felt it was a cold, or it hit like a vicious, month-long flu, and another guy who just couldn’t taste stuff for two weeks and that was it. Never mind all the people who lost their jobs and businesses, since most of the people I know are in the service industry.


2020 is a favorite bar since forced to move, and an empty stage waiting for me to play


We were extra careful in our distancing, having a child and living alone as we do, so we were never inflicted ourselves. Despite how “safe” it is for children, it was a new and madly contagious virus that doctors and scientists knew jack all about, so better safe than sorry when risking my young one’s life.


My parents were set to come in March, but with the lockdown, that plan was scuttered. Turkish canceled their flights and my folks got a refund. Hopefully, they’ll be able to come this year. But again, better safe than sorry. They’re older folks, my dad has had his issues with cancer, my mom was a lifelong smoker. Why risk it? We can wait a year, or even two if necessary. Technology now makes “visiting” so much easier anyway, and even with Covid my baby is probably spending more time with his grandparents than otherwise.


A GOOD YEAR


I’ll be honest, 2020 was a great year for outsiders and introverts. For any used to isolation, the lockdowns and distancing weren’t such a big things. A gift even. A reason not to go out. A reason to focus on projects that you can do at home, that you’ve been wanting to spend time doing for a long time. My biggest sacrifice was that I had to give up boozing so much – something I was forced to deal with having a baby anyway. Coming home after late nights drunk and tending to a hangover the next morning with a baby crawling and running around your head certainly doesn’t feel right. It’s certainly a thing single, childless people don’t understand, but oh well.


Of course, the most obvious way that Covid has been a kind of blessing is that for my baby, Vato, he's been able to have both of his parents home at all times for the first year of his life. As stressful as managing his temper tantrums over wanting coffee cups he's not allowed to play with, it no doubt has its positive impacts on the boy. And for us of course, too, as we've both been around to watch his first crawling, his first steps, his first words ("Deda", which is "Mom" in Georgian, and "duck" in English – yet no mention of Dad, but so it goes).


It was just before the first wave of lockdowns when the greatest stroke of luck hit me. A writing job practically landed into my lap and I was able to free myself of classroom time. The music and sound design company, Dynamedion, hired me to do copy and editing for one of their brands, www.createmusic.com. I now write all the blogs there, and help with the copy of all their other brands as well. And it’s been a great job. Great team, great product, everything is great. I’ve been able to spend time doing what I love: writing and researching about music and film production.

The second big thing to happen to me was getting involved in a short story collection called Eurasian Monsters. It’s the finale in a series about folk monsters from different countries of the world. My story takes place in Georgia, focusing on two Georgian creatures: the kudiani and Rokap. Check that out from Amazon (link to the left).


I’ve been getting a lot better at music production, and decided that now it was time to release another album. This one is primarily psytrance and drumnbass, but with some random entries as well. My main electronic music project these days is Avgust1ne, and you can check out the tracks on Amazon, Spotify, and iTunes.


A taste from the album:


My live music has obviously taken a hit. And I'm not sure it's telling that I'm more successful recording things at home than playing live. Whatever. I can't wait to get back into bars playing live gigs, once I can be sure it doesn't put my kid or family in any kind of danger.


The final blessing of 2020, came as in an operation long in the process. I met Mark Rein-Hagen, the guy behind the games Vampire: The Masquerade and Werewolf: The Apocalypse a long time ago. He had coincidentally enough moved to Tbilisi about a decade and a half before, and we ended up having a lot of shared friends. A couple of years back, he dropped to me the idea of creating another game world. A couple of gaming sessions and two years later, he had a full team working on it, and I came back in on the fiction side of things. Now I’ll be teaming up with him for the first series of LostLorn novels. Check out their Patreon page here.


A NEW ERA


The economy is inevitably changing. If anything, this pandemic situation, and future ones, are going to push us into the future. Things will be reshuffled. For better or worse. We’ll be more reliant on technology, which means we’re going to see another technological revolution coming before us. With Musk’s Internet satellites going into place and Zoom meetings happening all over the globe, the pandemic didn’t just isolate us, it has also broken down many borders and opened up a slew of new opportunities for those willing to see them and take them.


There is obviously a great deal of calamity lurking in the corners. We’ve never seen a concentration of wealth to this degree, and historically, concentrations of wealth are direct preludes to political instability – which I think if anyone looks at the governments around the world, that’s pretty clear. But hopefully we can collectively weather that storm (or ride it, depending on what’s necessary).


Anyway, looking ahead, we shouldn't remember all things behind us only for the bad. Find the good things that happened over last year, and remember it for that. Good things are among us, you only have to open your eyes to see them. And yes, I absolutely say that from a seat of privilege: Good things have indeed been all around me this year. But I can share and recognize them precisely because I've chosen to see them and to focus on them.


A FACETIOUS GUIDE


I’ll still have some element of travel blogs. But as my own interests and successes are greatly expanding outside of travel, I’d rather just include all of that and some random life observations. I’ve dropped my personal webpage in favor of my Saint Facetious handle, which has stuck with me for over ten years and it’ll continue it on as my personal brand. So expect some changes in that regards.


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